Confessions. Secrects. Thoughts. Rants. Embarrassments. Hang ups. Put downs.

When I was in the 8th grade I wore a v-neck tshirt to school. I am a guy, and I got made fun of for it. I was so embarased that I stapled the v-neck shut. I got made fun of for that too, but at least my chest wasn't showing. I think I am gay now, too.

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I rent the bloodiest horror movies I can find and jerk off during the decapitations.

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I had sex with a guy in his girlfriend's bed. She knows too because I was on my period and it got all over her sheets. Now she wants tokick my ass, i try as hard as i can to avoid her all the time- even if I think she maybe might be going to a party I won T be able to go cause i am too scared.

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I constantly take advantage of peoples' trust by lying when nobody else would. I get tons of free shit that way at stores and restaurants. I get free drinks and even whole sandwiches that way. I don't feel the least bit bad about it either. I just find ways around the system, so I deserve it, right?

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I buy books just to put on my bookshelf to make me look smarter. I have never read Leviathan or the Prince.

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I steal from my grandmother all the time and she doesn't notice. She gives me five dollars as a present, then when she goes to the bathroom I take 20 out of her purse. I'm an awful person, but I need to buy things.

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I think about calling the police every day...

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One time, in gym class, I punched a kid in the face, but first, I stepped on both his feet at once so he couldn't brace himself for it. He fell like a sack of shit. The worst part is, he didn't do anything to deserve it, I just decided to do it for no reason. It's not like I lost my temper or something, I wasn't even mad in the first place. Maybe it's just because I didn't like him very much. I never do things like that, and I have no idea why I did it. I didn't get into trouble either.

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I pretend to love football in order to fit in. I watch the superbowl every year, but I take a piss during the game and watch the commercials. I have no idea what a play action fake is, and I don't know what man defense is either. I can only name 2 players on the Colts and they are "my favorite team"

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I fuck a differant guy practically every night. I like to, but the real reason I do it is because I hate saying no. Sometimes they don't use a condom and I am not on the pill.

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