Confessions. Secrects. Thoughts. Rants. Embarrassments. Hang ups. Put downs.

I've gotten to a point where I just don't care how horrible the rest of the world is anymore. Life is too short to be worrying about the genocide in rwanda. Now I'm just thankful that I live in America and I don't worry about anyone but me.

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When I was in the 8th grade I wore a v-neck tshirt to school. I am a guy, and I got made fun of for it. I was so embarased that I stapled the v-neck shut. I got made fun of for that too, but at least my chest wasn't showing. I think I am gay now, too.

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One time I masterbated with my mom's screwdriver. It has a pink handle and says "Lady's Helper" on it, so I figured, why not? It was pretty funny and it felt really good, too. I cleaned it off and put it back in the case with the rest of the "lady's Helper" tools. I will use the hammer next.

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I put depressing song lyrics in my AIM profile because I want people to read them and ask me about them/if I'm ok. They never do though, especially not her.

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I like shitty, shitty music just to be contrary. I purposeoly track down shit that nobody likes. As soon as something becomes popular I hate it, cause I am 'punk'.

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I can't make eye contact with my ex-girlfriend. I like to pretend we never dated- or that I don't even know her, even though I see her all the time. Sad, sad, sad, sad, sad.

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I'm the one man I know that *likes* going to the dentist. My hygenist is so hot. I would like to fuck her in the dentist chair with that little mask on. damn.

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WHenever I see some bum pan handling, I just wantto slap the dunk n' donuts cup out of his and and scatter his change al over the street. dirty bumbs.

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I am such a slut even though I am a virgin. I have really big boobs, and everybody stares at them and I like it, but i am too awkward to have a good relationship with somebody. I am really horny but whenever i make passes at guys, i do it stupidly, like, i just don't know how to do it and everybody makes fun of me and calls me a whore. Then the guy is always too embarrassed to do anything with me because of it. One time I drove one of my guy friends home after a party and I showed him my boobs. He touched them too. He doesn't like me at all though, he hates me actually. I made the mistake of telling some of my friends, and then he started all these rumors about me saying how i am a liar and a slut and I made everything up, but if I made it all up then why am I a slut? aaaaaah! maybe I will kill myself.

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After so many years of having no one, now I am dating three girls at once. I have come into my own, I guess, but I feel like shit. The sex is good though.

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