Confessions. Secrects. Thoughts. Rants. Embarrassments. Hang ups. Put downs.

I meet younger girls on the internet and get them to fall in love with me. Then once they are, I block their names and never talk to them again. I do it to feel better about myself, but I'm sure I've made a lot of them absolutely miserable. what.

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I go to college and I live in a dorm. One day I was walking down the hallway looking in the open doors and I saw a bag of cookies, you know the soft chocolate chip cookies that come in the red bag? There was nobody in the room and I was hungry, so I made sure nobody was looking than I really quick grabbed the cookies and took them to my room. The bag was half empty, so I finished what was left then put the bag in my trash under some papers and stuff so nobody would see it. I felt really bad afterwards, but I will probably do it again if I get the chance.

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The Matrix was ok, but 2 and 3 just sucked. People say I didn't get it. I got it, it just sucked.

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I steal from my grandmother all the time and she doesn't notice. She gives me five dollars as a present, then when she goes to the bathroom I take 20 out of her purse. I'm an awful person, but I need to buy things.

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I am going to Paris next month. It's pathetic, I know, but I feel like if I go there that my life will somehow be validated. But I know I'm just going to come right back to B. Indiana and nothing will be changed.

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In the summer I stay online every night till 3am at least, sometimes till 5, sometimes till the sun is coming up, and all I do is chat rooms and look at porn. I am almost eighteen years old, and I am pathetic. If my friends call me I will usually just as well stay inside unless they are going to a movie or to eat at someplace I really like. I tell them my mother needs me to do something.

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I purposely tempt my friends off their diets cause I don't want them to be thinner than me.

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I tell people I have given head to 10 guys, but even that is a lie. Try 30! 16f

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When I go through the drive through at McDonalds I order two drinks just to make the people inside think I am ordering food for 2 people, because I eat so much food. Milkshakes are soo good.

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I went to my friend's bachelor party the other night and they had a stripper. She was dancing and shaking her tits around and giving everybody lap dances, I was really uncomfortable about it. I went to the bathroom when she came my way. I am gay, and nobody knows it. I have to tell somebody soon or I will go crazy.

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